Monday, November 24, 2008

Color quiz

This was oh-so-right.::::

"Your Existing Situation

Dissatisfied. The need to escape continued involvement with her present
circumstances makes it imperative for her to find some solution.

Your Stress Sources

The situation is regarded as threatening or dangerous.
Outraged by the thought that she will be unable to achieve her goals and
distressed at the feeling of helplessness to remedy this.
Over-extended and feels beset, possibly to the point of nervous prostration.

Your Restrained Characteristics

The situation is preventing her from establishing herself,
but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.

Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a

partner and seeking a rather unrealistic perfection in her sex life.



Your Desired Objective

Longs for a tender and sympathetic bond and

for a situation of idealized harmony. Has an imperative need for tenderness and

affection. Susceptible to anything esthetic.

Your Actual Problem

Depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation,

or demands on her resources. This feeling of powerlessness subjects her to

agitation and acute distress. She attempts to escape into a substitute

world in which things are more nearly as she desires them to be."

Blood.

Yes, that's right. I'm cutting off the fat from my body. I'm so hideous. I just need all of this fat off of me. I can never be thin enough, but I can always be fat enough. I want someone to help me. I should call Kristin [my therapist] but I don't want to. Maybe I should go to an ED specialist.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Woo!

Hoo! It's my birthdayyy!!! I'm sooo excited!
[I just don't want to have to eat my cake, but... I'm sure I'm going to be forced to. "/]
I'm fifteeeeen. Woohoo! :'D

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Not for a while.

have I updated this blog. I kinda forgot about it for a bit, but then I remembered it and just never got around to, like, updating it.

I guess things are going all right... But Idk. I just don't feel.... Right? Is that it? Idk.

I guess I'll update in a little.