Gah. I totally wish that I could see my boyfriend this summer, but noo! His dad's a total douche and avoided my mom's calls and emails and I finally found out that he wasn't going to allow Vic to see me down here!
What the fuck!!
UGH.
He's such a childish dipshit. Now I won't be able to see my boyfriend until he's 18 and able to make his own decision and not be bossed around. Only two more years, though, thank GOD.

But yeah.. Will we really last that long without seeing each other? :(
I'm worried about that.
I mean, I could PROBABLY do it, but I'm just.. worried..
Yeah..

Anyway, life likes to fuck people over, doesn't it? My eating disorder is being a bitch right now, but I don't want to stop.
I got out of Snowden for the second time in June. Was there for a total of 3 weeks. Gosh.

I want to watch a movie, but I'm afraid to because it might (somehow) scare me.

FUCKING SPIDERS. ;_;